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hey ppl sorry for the last blog. i was just depressed and everything was wrong, and now its not. i feel so much better. me and my boyfriend had to work things out and i had to let my emotions out. cuz i had them built up over things. and now its all good. i feel so much better now. i love him and that he is always going to be there for me. i love that he is mine and no one elses. i love that he is who he is and that he doesnt have to change for me even though he did cuz he wanted to. but he changed for the better and i love him for it. i will never leave him and soon we will be more than just boyfriend and girlfriend. IM SOO HAPPY WIT HIM ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why oh why does this shit have to happen to me!!!!!!! my cousin already died, why does my grandma?!?!?!?! why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i hate this year!!! it sux! she hasnt died yet but her lungs are filled wit fluids and they cant do anything to stop it and she already has cancer, which is causing all this. and they gave her a week ot live. so she might die sometime at the end of this week. and my mom and stepdad are going down to texas to be wit her and stay for the funeral. i dont know when they will be back. i might end up missing a few days of school, or i might not. i dont know what is going ot happen. but it sux. i hate it!! and im typing it here cuz no one reads this site. no one will know what is going on and i dont care i really dont want ppl to know all of my business. i dont want there stupid pitty. its disgusting and i cant take it. its like a disease that i cant get rid of. if you care then be there, if you just want to say sorry then go somewhere else cuz it doesnt help. nothing does. so just go away! if you know you cant help me then go away!! i would rather hide from you all then tell any of this to you! but ya know what it will end up getting out somehow. so i might as well tell it now! just leave me alone this year! dont no one talk to me about any of it! just leave me alone!! i just want to be alone!!!